Spend my days just searching
Spend my nights in dreams
Stop looking over my shoulder baby
I've stopped wonderin' what it means

A week and a half? wth is that supposed to mean?!
It so could have been i'm sorry for being such a jackass or i missed talking to you, but a week and a half? a week and a half?
i can very well just crack, stop fucking with my mind.
have fun going away then. booo you

my mom's being such a !@P(# again, geee how surprising.
btw stay alive was such a surprise treat. hutch came out and i was thinking, who is that, who IS that! he's so familiar yet so changed! i kept on thinking he was prolly some kid actor on disneys and then he grew up. i just cldnt pinpoint the change in him but man, it was such a drastic change! then i was just staring and kept thinking hard. and suddenly i heard myself calling ben ben! so it was jon foster from lawki! omg he CHANGED so much! he was such a skinny lad and all loserfied in that show! and now he's such a macho man, and he had tatoos! could be fake though. and then he buffed up soooo much! and he had longer curlier hair, and some stubbles here and there, and i was just thinking, gosh he transformed into such a young and lovely boy. muaha he is so different now! omg 2 years can do so much!
and the fact that they made him the nice guy in the show helped alot too. omg i jus cldnt believe my luck. we picked the show randomly and i get to see him! i miss lawki so muchhhh i hope they start doing a season 2 or something.

N, 12:16 PM

of course you miss me being around-

AND GUESS WHO'S HERE!!! :)

hello pudding! you're like right next to me and i'm invading your blog. haha.i watched if only last night and you were right. its the saddest movie i've ever watched. cried till my eyes swelled and i look like a zombie today. okay. i don't think i'm making any sense. anyways. we've got 3 full FREE periods of f and n and we're invading each other's blog and you're helping me change my template. erm. what's with pink butterflies in the pink?! HAHA. let me see. i've run out of things to say. well, my unfortunate insane friend, let's go watch another movie soon!! and i want my wrapped up "my only two guys in my life" HAHAHAHA. you can forget about asking me to get you Derrick Ho. :) i'll get you something better. how about.....MEEEE!!!oh yes. you love it. come on lady. admit it. stop smiling to yourself. aren't you just so lucky that you have such a sane friend that can help you make life bearable? haha. okay. i think i'll stop here before you read this and bash me up.if i'm found dead on the fourth level computer lab in the Gaeton block in CHIJ Toa Payoh Secondary school, noelle yong boa ting did it!

p.s: noelle is a pro at neopets. XD

yours truely,

almond.

N, 12:01 PM



My sweet baby this is where the game ends
Now, somehow, wanna believe
You and me we can figure it out

When we ride
When we ride, we ride
It's till the day that we die

rihanna is so destiny's child material! oh and i drew out my o's timetable! i have f&n, history and accounts all on the same day! till like 4 in the afternn. sheesh. ok i better do good for science. fingers crossed for tmr! imma stand around for awhile more and ill go lie in bed and watch mr yeamer! and another pimple just popped out! i have like 3 in a row now. geee like what, the next one must get a number and stand in line! it's amazing how life can be such a rollercoaster ride. ytd i soared high and was on a row. today i've hit rock bottom and sore.

buddha ballszx sucks ! she came on for like what, half an hour? and went off on me! ):
for that im not gonna have lunch w/ you tmr! okay kidding woman!
thomas ong is suchha evil character ! how does he pull it oofff! all devious and charming at the same time. yikes!
cmon, there's someone i want you to meet. he's nice, cute, and hmm, alil scruffy. (:



i plant kisses on him each time i on and off the comp. heeeeee <3<3<3

N, 9:04 PM



You make me breakfast in bed, when I'm mixed up in my head
You wake me with a kiss

You think I look the best, when my hair is a mess
I can't believe you exist

Because you listen to me when I'm depressed
It doesn't seem to make you like me less


yay i'm happy! im not gonna be an emo kid and type i was happy. haa but technically the joyous occassion happened like 6 hours ago. still! i will overlook that tiny time lapse and summarise today as a fairly A day. i've been reading judyblume from young and there was this one book where the girl character would grade her days. its sad cause her parents were getting a divorce and then everyday was a C- and if one parent didnt lose it, it would only be a B at the most. thats so sad! ):

today's bio pract was horrible! bugger. the questions were alien and the experiment was so easy to do! oh the irony. hahah char has a msyterious date for the partaayeee!
and today's mass made all of us such emo wrecks! people actually teared! haha it wasnt like it struck a chord or something i promise! Fr Simon just enjoys evoking those kinda feelings in us. ha. i tell you, he's definitely in <3 with the habit of releasing birds!

so tmr marks the 34 days left till big O's. yikes hate countdowns. i havent completed the math papers! haha nvm ill do it in class tmr. i have like 4 period of math in one stretch! geee. cant a girl have more freedom of choice than that! i'll prolly sleep through it. hahaha okok yeamer's not back and im dozing off!
laterr!

N, 9:08 PM



Little sister don't you worry about a thing today
Take the heat from the sun, little sister
I know that everything is not ok
But you're like honey on my tongue

Thanks Daniellia! life saviour. f&n=bane of my life ! ):
i dont wanna get it back anymore! like hello, i keep redoing the evaluation part, and its always not good enough! deal with it, werd.

jonong is freaking out on me again! you're scarier than a middle aged woman with menopause at full swing sometimes buddy! curb it okay? curb it. LOL.

okay bio prac tmr, which is an obvious disdain. and whytf is intensive implemented when teachers arent in class anyway! like hello check out the weather! i cld very well be at home sleeping and waking up with a much fresher mind to start! argh bitterness and typical16yearold-hatestudying speech wins the ratrace.

ohoh theres this japanese show on tv! its kinda lame, along with that stereo-typical jcult theme. its my teacher is a gangsta2! but holler! the boys in it are really (@!!@#$! they're punks,they're dumb. omg they're cute dumb punks! hahah shit it only airs on mondays and tuesdays! how sad is that. okkayy imma watch it. tschuniya! shit idk how to go about researching on that darned, fricking yummy boy!

last mass of the year's tmr! prolly the last as a student, hell cj sounds tempting. okay g2g! laterrr

N, 11:07 PM



Do you wanna be my revue, I could be your star even
Or we could make a little haven
Tell me what you're craving, let's make a dust bowl
We'll hit it like Rose Bowl

ah, the prelim massacre ):

HADYY won! yay hadyhadyhady. am not really a huge fan of idol, but im glad hady won. and ohmygoodness did you see seee seee taufik!! he's ultralord hot! my dad says i have extremely weird taste. hello?! he's sg idol! the pioneerr okay! he's such a dearie! eeks i sound like denis. HAA but anyway.

c'est moi.
(:
that new rayyy of shimmering hope. heh does hope shimmer?
or glimmer? haha great to be tangled in it all over again!
dang idk if balls' taking advantage that my phone's cranky and chooses to not reply me or if my phone's really that lousy. shit happens!

N, 9:41 PM



Who said who said I can't be Superman
I say I say I know I can
Who said who said I can't be President
I say I say you've seen nothing yet

hannah montana bonaza! @#&!@( that i missed it. now im a day short of thats so raven! that's sad! anyway slime was so pms-y ballZxz and I were really freaked out. the marsbar and calamari were heavenly, just the way it tastes when youre really hungry, and not forgetting having good company. ah ballzX rocks my smelly socks.
yay tmr begins studying alotalotalot. cliche but prelims have been such a wake up call, an alarming and disturbing one. ): so i guess the intensive timetables are there for a reason. back to hardcore comprehension and essays writing time, yikes.
aiight dry the annoying hair and off to bed.
laterrr.
ps. we took gangsta-dapud and buddha balls shot, and hell, we look fine!

N, 11:47 PM


You're it, You're the Ultimate,
It's automatic I'm sure of it.
No lie, So don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy.

it's cool that i take little time to get ready. we have to meet at 5.30 cause of ballsx. but its aiight, she's being accomodating today. i hope denis replied her sms! dont make us give up the tics for nothing.
now i gotta go see what to wear for later. i dont even know where we're gonna eat and psst, there's never been kissed and charlie's angels on now, its so tempting to stay home and watch tv! ): but anything for ballsx and slime. oh my individual photos looked kinda fine, surprisingly. i can still recall boon panicking the night before the last year, and i think she wore concealer! haha oh i miss them so. the mango, the basement foodcourt, the ph, the MAHJONG, the 'hello im faith, please pick up the phone because im not ahem ahem', the pranks on shuyi's sa friend connection breaking out, connection breaking out!), and the waiting for them after school, and lastly the amount of laughter we get just by just doing just dumbass stuff.
oh after promos and after o's ! bummer.

and people, USE MOZILLA! you know firefox icon in your screen, ms jeannie tan? hahaha and its not a firewall dear cousin! HAHAH silly things we come up with!

N, 4:01 PM


slut in truck!

char forgive me for watching j.t must die w/o you! hehhee. anyway jesse's cute! albeit his nipples hurt. LOL shit funny

and liverpool won 3 nil! yay im so proud of you crouch! and shit family thinks i look like cleopetra, hello its not my fault i have thick and jetblack hair! ):

sometimes life can be sucha screwup, it burps wayy too much. and psst, idk why but my face is a total pimple haven! its really fertile for blackheads and pimple growth yikes!


WATCH IT! know you want to!

N, 12:31 AM



Because you're holding up my world, so I need you
Your imitation of my walk, and the perfect way you talk
It's just a couple of the million things
That I love about you, so I need you

I wanna be superman, so tell me
why cant i, why cant i.

nownow, what did i ever say about those darn retreats. damn the tears, makes my cheeks flush like nobody's business. but holler! its all good.
fringe is crap, but hopefully damage repair helps. am finally done with my tennis thrash novel, holland v a maybe for tomorrw.
im not supposed to be happy because e bugger math was a complete flop, i so wanted to crack, but ew no way am i letting everyone else have the chance to snigger!

2 more days of rest before intensive schedules resumes on monday, hannah montana bonaza tmrrr! with hsm. hell i still have the vcd with me. sorry moss monday monday i'll rmr. mango pudding i just ate wasnt at all mango-ey. yikes. and im so tired now, today was totally mentally demanding and turned out being exhausting. shit its my lack of sleep these few days im feeling so tired so easily.
aiight bye all.

N, 9:41 PM


Addictive bittersweet, clap your hands,
with the hopeless nicotines

a tingle, but thats only it.

long awaited retreat, storytelling and prolly some unexpected tear shedding. tmr shall be a day filled with hope and expectance. well at least a hope for distinction. shit i guess i really do need it.
oh mr channnnn, i seriously think you're a absolute doll. youve been more than a strict-on-the-surface teacher i/c. and im not just saying this for the a2 you've pushed me up to. but its just this that made me realise how much youre doing for us, the band girls. next year you'll have yet another new bunch of unadjusted 13 year olds cranking up your nerves again, but then again, sec 1 was afraid of mr chan time, then sec 2 came kinda understanding mr chan time. sec 3 was actually horrified to find out mr chan is fine time. well then i guess sec 4's left with bullying mr chan time. :D

yay i'm finishing on not so snow white. we love emf! and max fontaine. muahaha shithot. mr yeamer was a total smasher in prisonbreak. oh yet another distraction! gee thanks woman!

N, 12:00 AM



and the stars we could reach, were just starfish on the beach.


"and the time was passing so slowly. haha..but we did talk and i enjoyed it :) and noel yong was being the same old retarded her..and thankfully for her..she had me. the sane one :D"

see almond's the only person who can be nice and then bring me down in hmm, ONE sentence! ):

chillingzZxx timezX is tmlzxX ==> bookxz + buddha ballzSxxX + coffeezxX

im going marketing tmr with da mom for thur's. those 3 pigs should be thankful but i seriously cant wait! imagine eating steamboat in the rainy night, and then playing mahjong with people like buddha balls. its touugh not to crack yeah? (:
then the longawaited snipsnip and chillzxz with balls. shit im getting used to calling her that!

ahgong came today, total surprise but ah i love ahgong. we all do! okay maybe yeamer the evildoc doesnt cause she missed me for like 3 hours. yay (: she's
iywad and im inward!

oh las vegas season 2 had danny at his weakest and man, do we all love watching that. first the stubble, then the undressed upper half, then the stung eyes and then the whole kneeling and mary,marry me thing awwwwwww. i love josh! damn you fergie, i still loathe you, like anything!

i also loathe at the way things happen, maybe it aint loathe. maybe its just disgust, maybe its just embarrassment, maybe its just obvious agony. no maybe,
its just the way how it works, here.

N, 11:49 PM



to emili : I cant tag your blog! and anyway, i always cant seem to catch you online, so my question is, i wanna play mj! and when are you free! <3 goodluck for chinese tmr and amath! and to you too becks!

my bundle of germs put up our embarrassing convo! ): you better do well tmr! everyone retaking doesnt really give two hoots, like moss and slime-y toad! cant wait to see you wed mista buddha balls! <3

so im done! d o n e. tmr i'll just gonna read a book and chill in holland v! hopefully slime can come. or smelly melly. whatever! till hmm maybe ill start bucking up again and study when sch starts. but hey, it aint hard to get used to the get-up-at-4am-routine everymorning.

if only repeats on wed in the late afternn almond! go catch it okay, we'll sob togets. today was ultimate, the sharing was precious and i think you were gonna crack by just telling me what happened. <3 you and dont think too much! one more theory and we're done! :D:D

cool it feels like a dedication post! so now the next part goes to, hmmm. idk! oh today i was just going through friendster and i just felt like a doing a I MISS YOU testimonial to random people! then i found oopsy, i cant really do that to anyone in my list. hahah but if i had to choose it would be moss but that turtle doesnt have it, besides we just seen ea. other on sat! it'll be so dumb and retarded she'll laugh at me as though theres no tmr ): nvm, go to her blog and see ME :D

okay i wanted to stay up to watch justin and kelly, but i realise i have to wake up at 7.45 tmr, earlier than those slimes taking the chi paper! ): ohwells, blame it on a filial daughter and a heart thats made of pure gold! thank you thank you, and goodbye!

N, 11:19 PM



If Only

After his impetuous American musician girlfriend, Samantha, dies in an accident shortly after they had a fight, a grief-stricken British businessman, Ian Wyndham, living in London is suddenly awaken out of the nightmare, only to realise in next couple of minutes that the nightmare is turning out to be true. Yet, as he gets a chance to relive the day all over again, he tries his best to avoid the same sequence of events from occurring; in the hope of changing the events that led up to her getting killed. However, he soon realises that destined events go on occurring, no matter their way of occurrance and the order of events might change. So, its just one single way he can save her - by loving her as if there was no tomorrow. Love was eternal.


the show ended approximately 12 minutes ago, and im still sobbing ):
its fricking sad! he died in the end by the way. cause on the second day he was really loving her, and so at the end of the day he got into the taxi with sam, so he sheltered her from the accident. he died. ))))): it was The most tragic and heartstrings tugging film of the year! paul nicholls is, cute so thats A bonus. aha

okay tmr's coming! and i cant wait for 9.45 yay yay yay. almond's gonna ring soon, so shower(ew, its so awfully chilly), eat(although my cramps are killing me), and f&n!


the way you loved me, vanished all the tears

N, 7:26 PM



Barclays Premiership Table

PTS
2 Man Utd 4 9 12
3 Everton 4 6 10
4 Chelsea 4 5 9
5 Aston Villa 4 3 8
7 Fulham 4 -2 7
9 West Ham 4 1 5
10 Liverpool 3 -2 4
11 Man City 4 -3 4
14 Newcastle 3 -2 3
15 Tottenham 4 -3 3
16 Charlton 5 -5 3
17 Arsenal 3 -1 2


aaahhh people study the periodic table, i read this. haha the other few i removed are the dumbs ones like portsmouth or something like that at no. 1 wth right i know ):

anyway jos went off the moment i wanted to ask her for peeks. your loss! and you got me addicted to esprit, dang! i must go get some and stock up at home. before dinner i wondered if the nauseating feeling i felt was cramps-pain, or hunger-pain, but now i feel bloated-pain And cramps-pain! ok by the time im done, switch off the comp, say goodbye to The Yeamer, which will usually take very long, and go take a quick shower so i get into bed cleaned, ill be just in time to catch that's so raven! yay for cable. booo for still no espn.

OH just when i was about to tell mom to cancel channels 17 to 20 cause i can dl the hills and lb. online anyway, ultimate fighter is coming back! shit its fricking tormenting. but hello! ill miss the chelsea liverpool clash which should be taking place anytime soon. cant wait for the updates and results. shit sg is one buggering deprived country.

N, 11:38 PM



Bittersweet symphonyy

aahhh i <3ed Cruel Intentions, ryan was sooooooo to die for. anyway so toby didnt win, but hey be glad its not dilana booo. and lucas' kindaa cute. he should totally do away with the whole goth thing. so now there's no more LAWKI, no more rockstar, no more ultimate fighter, no l.b(OH WHICH REMINDS ME, i shall go dl it now. epsiode 5 last wed!), no more nanny, i might as well cancel the channels and get espn instead.
you dont know How tempted i always get when i flip though and i see:
EPL 2006/07 blahblahblah vs blahblahblah ): it gets worse when it says Live Telecast!


no emo-style! oh i seriously think mcspicy shrank in size! the whole reducing to a single slice of chicken was a phony. aha last time i wasnt able to shove the burger into my mouth, now it fits snugly. see cheaterbugs. to think you earn so much.

ohh i cant wait for steamboat + mahjong ;D moss no more bailing out on the last minute! yay i cant wait for monday too let's go somewhere almond! (:

i want the nokia 6131 ): in sand color! only that sg doesnt have it yet, keep a lookout for it okay! i cant seem to copy the pic cause its in macromedia. its that phone the new pe teacher has! the one she hangs at her neck. only hers is black and its kinda ewy, but its not alll that bad. ):


life is a song, you came along.
You can be my Private I.

p.s i wanna slurp some tomyammmm soup !
oh i never knew people take away thai express. haha

p.p.s omg i can change the geekinthepink thing! thanks char for the wake up call. HAA

N, 3:00 PM



Chelsea vs Liverpool


Ohhh the heartache, must there be a winner ? )))):
my royal friend and i just cant bear to see who'll winn. poor Lampard and his penalties ):

ok i'm so ill-prepared im so gonna work next year. bye.

N, 10:17 PM



Throw it away

biology, physics & f&n ------> freedom!
im gonna seriously enjoy hmm, 12 days!
well, not that im really studying very hard, in fact i havent even started studying for biology which is in less than 12 hours time! muaha. i have alot of planning to do for thee partayyee! and my prom dress which char has been worrying for the past, 3 months? haha yea tell me about it.

okay i told myself to get started at 10, so i have 6 minutes left. enough time to say bye and switch off the fricking tempting cyberworld. till tmr, <3!

p.s i cant wait to see who wins tmr! i hope its TOOOBBBBYYYY. he's so urgh, hot.
EVS EVS EVS EVS EVS EVS EVS allll the way!
<3



p.p.s, dont you all just dig the brow piercing aaaaahhhh man you better win.

N, 9:53 PM



Timberlake & Timbaland

Now, if I wrote you a love note
And made you smile with every word I wrote
(what would you do?)
Would that make you want to change your scene
And wanna be the one on my team
(tell me, would you?)


Im so nasal-ey my voice's so husky and low and brrrr.
today was a i-dont-care-how-imma-do-just-because. i used to think accounts was my thang, but apparently not. its okay anyway! i made sure my coursework is a1 material, and yes i will burn it off mrs tan to get the a1.
i wonder how long jamie stayed to complete it, tell me almond if you see this. haha tues i'll allow you to sing verse + 1 time of chorus! yay lola makes me happy

so does toad! <3<3 although the macs morning wasnt really fruitful, i still lovee you! and stop making fun of people when they use the keyboard differently! do well tmr even though its not really impt. GOODLUCK MOSSFOOO dont say i show favouritism!
you befuddled kid, hahha

okay my cough's reallly annoying, and whats more bothering, i missed DERRICKKKKHOH on saturday ))))): he's like cutiepie of all time, till end of time, to infinity whatever, okay maybe till like when he's 30. hahaha
please hope my mom makes wonton tmr like she promised, i cant waitttt byeeeee!

N, 10:22 PM



A Little More History For YOU And Me

aahh i <3 history but it kills to have to have it all memorised by tomorrow. ):
math will be such a goner i promise, add to that a sore throat and a erupting cough,
bam not even polytechnics for me for i'll bound to fail it tomorrow.
i havent practised for soooo long im getting so rusty at it, so much for a distinction!

okay i have 3 chaps left to read and memorise. bye.
booo my throats killlinnngggg me!
i feel like puking everytime i clear it. luck everyone, do your best
laterr.

N, 10:09 PM



Let's hope for a pleasant night ahead.
...

'll let you know how it goes,
laterr

p.s who's that frigging yummmy-looking guy that danced with jade seah on President's Star Charity! Omg he's is C U T E.
With him around, Shan Wee will no longer not have any competition :D

p.p.s do you like how i decorated the words soccer players? :DDD
Spain colors if youre ever too dumb to not know it!

ohhhhtooooommmmmyyyybooooyyyy

N, 6:17 PM



why, hi again
i feel very amused at the moment, so no angsty post.
All because my layout looks like a piece of fuugly,
nasty @(#E&#@ in I.E.
so if youre nice, and rather read nice petite fonts,
than to giganomous and huge words, you'll be
smart enough to switch to mozilla, or Safari for that
matter, no im not a turtle yeamer omg!

it looks so livejournal-ey and therefore,
very lovely. And since im lazy
to re format the skin and blah, i might as well
take the risk and be laughed at for using pink.
who cares, its pretty and i likeee it.

So i havent quite said about my happy jingaling
tuesday. after so many times of getting turned down
by almond, i decided to binge. (HA)
so the 3 ducks went to town happily, only to discover,
: SHIT, we're ALL wearing yellow ):
but hey! yellows still very good.

okay i'll show you a real cutsy doll of the month soon.
effects to make it look reaaallly pretty
to make you go PWOAH.
okay tmr's chapters 9 and 10!
and man, you really dont know how dumb you seriously
are until you really try to solve char's dumbass
math questions. thanks charmaine chu!
you sound like a little girl over the phone.
Hey, its not a bad thing. ;D
aiight. nightey all.

N, 11:09 PM



fuck you right back, bitch
well im not very sorry for my
use of rude lingo, but its not
everyday a friend, a used-to-be-
good-friend of like 10 buggering
years decides to like block you
in msn without us even quarrelling,
well at least not on the surface,
not like ill love to do that,
but you know, like wtf.

well im not blogging to like show
how angry i am cause i just got blocked,
(seriously, what were you thinking when
you like fucking blocked me and like
didnt block people like char)
well then maybe it was like
a dirty and obvious ploy to show
that you blocked me, but like seriously,
i only bothered because i didnt
know the reason why.
well i dont deny im reaaaallly curious
to know why, would you kindly
enlighten me?
-.-

and since we're on the topic of spamming
you, miss broad shoulders,
why on earth would you ever think that
toad would ever wanna say hi to you?
like hello? we dont talk, and like you smiled,
so? would that make toad wanana say hi
to you? not like you did anything
when i wished you luck for chinese o's
so who are you to call toad a bitch?
and wtf seriously do you tell of all people
charlene to tell toad shes a bitch?
what, your brain's hollow?
and like we dont go telling your close friends
to like go tell broad shoulders shes a bitch ah!
to not say your name is like the biggest credit
i can offer.
yeha so anyway we dont do that, dirty tricks
only yould pull out.
youre so disgusting, i think you dont really know it,
cause like the friends around you
blogs stuff like oh supposed to go study with you,
oh how fun is it to go to church together,
oh how fun is it to harbour a crush on that
guy in speedo in the army,
like hello, get over yourself.
even i got over it -.-

i bet my life youre so gonna read this,
hence my detailed post. go spread the word,
say im such a bitch, go cry, oh no i forgot
you dont cry do you. but i think crying
really helps when you want people to think
that im the bad person instead of you,
so i think you should really do just that.
silly me to tell char just the other day
that i was looking at the pics of us,
and they looked really happy,
oh silly silly noel.
yeah like go backstab me to like yeamer,
or like to people whom you call friends.
who knows, they may have been bitching about
you before. now i truly get it when boon says
eh why so many guys like ___ ah?
i used to say oh shes just prolly fun with the guys,
but no, youre such a low dirty gross freak.

youre prolly glad i took like almost 20 minutes
to rant of you and you alone,
so like you can enter the hall of shame
but this wld prolly be the last
20 minutes of my life that imma spend it on you,
just, just stay away and like
just dont try that eh go tell noel
shes also a bitch ah char yeah.
predictable bitch. fugging broad shoulders, HEE (-.-)
so much for dreading the o's
i want it to be over like now,
so im done with you in my life.
so the only common point between us
would be our gender and our age,
no common school to remind me
of those really really destestable memories.

bye and have a nice life bitching, blocking(heh im
sensitive people) gossiping, having a broad shoulder,
(haha toad, helped you say this) and like just piss off.

N, 11:52 PM



in a world losing hope, youre my only belief

shayne ward is ...cute (((:
his mtv made me cry ):
like he's supposedly dead hurr
aahhh tragic.
anyway i wanna watch the qualifiers!
ronaldinho and kaka aaahhhhh
they won so no surprise there
its was against some unknown
place i hardly knew existed,
so duh for victory.

thank mtv for airing diary of sean paul!
took me off the books for urm,
the rest of the night. haha
sean paul's looks were so,
unexpected. muaha

okay japan and un and the cold war tmr.
man i hate studying to fear
forgetting later on.
ohpsst, i havent washed my hair
for like a day and a half
AHAHHAHA EWW i know!
but i didnt step out of the house
today so its pretty much still clean!
but like what sir would say,
prettymuchclean=notclean.
just like
nearlyintune=notintune.
oh the memories.
okay the only person concerned about
my wonderful locks is The Barber.
so if The Barber doesnt know about this,
its okay!
but hello its not like The Barber can
do anything about it.
The Barber can just not cut my hair,
which i would appreciate very much!

okayy night yaalll!
" brazil's the sex yo!"
HAHAHHA char READ THIS and then
go puke. dont worry,
its in quotation marks!
but theyre not the only it!
fabregas speaks 'fluent' eng yes samm
go spaaaiiinnnnn
i will <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
you foreveerrrr

N, 11:45 PM



know those times where you feel
so emo yet dont dare to show
the emo in you cause youre afraid
to be called an emo?

yeah this is prolly one of the nights.

sukkian's post was reeaaaallly
sad. youre not a fat ass!
we can be fat asses together sk! :D
oh the irony i know heh.

i wanna get into this
somebodysombody's blog, mainly
for gossip topics, but it
takes hell long to load everytime.
how sad is that ):

chances, awarded to everyone else
but me.
we're buggeringly in the same boat,
friend.
oh rain moneyyy pleassseee
my head hurts and my necks breaking out
in rashes. no one told me
it'ld be dangerous tanning
and then drinking. ha
so all the heat supposedly gets to you
and the burnt parts are the parts itching.
it must be intertwined.
okay whatever imma stop blabbering.
those who can, sleep well.
well those who cant, deal with it,
like me :D

N, 10:31 PM


I realllly want that D&G phone
even though its not a v3x!
i wanted since like idk,
early this year!
and its alry sept! omg whatever
happened to my ever-so-good
cellphone changing luck ):
well you can pay 700bucks for me,
or ill give you my phone for
trade in and you can pay ard
400to 500?
cmon, its for a good cause!
damnit, im never using nokia.
the prices drop faster than
i get to sleep!
my phone suckssuckssucks
to think i used to <3 it
cause it was pink!
omg i was such a bimbo
-scowls

N, 12:49 AM



yay i <3<3 watching the dramamama lb.3
alhtough its alot more sucky-er than
those where i cld see hunkalicious
stephen :D
he's is definitely the cutest reality
tv star! and trey comes second.
but he's kinda shabby and all that so,
its so full of drama i dont really
find it so realistic afterall.
but cami reallly hadd it coming
when stephanie said she's dirty.
i mean, she is! + all that sucking
up to kyndra, when like nobody
really wanna listen to how upset she was
and they totally missed out breanna!
but shes mean character material, so .
and i also <3<3<3 forest's hair!
its so little boyish material!
and im glad he won (:
he should, stephen b. was such a
'(shit i forgot how to spell that word) umm smart,
and tactical guy '
ha but i seriously dont think you should
use your brains to fight.
i mean, yall are alry fighting for christ's sake!

everytime i post, ill be seeing char
the next day, oh yes speaking of her,
she took so long to decipher sys.
and lola didnt even know what was np.
like hello! im trying to curb my
overtyping so yeah.
okay lets see if you know whats sys.
:D

oh fyi, i still miss you!
so where do i go from now?
boooo ):
your hands are mine to hold,
' yall were so close! youre so dummb noel '
oh thanks char! it was some good encouragement!


ohoh theres this uber cute
waiter at coffeebean, alas,
he rides a motorbike.
i hope that sounded cooler
than motorcycle.
cause see, thats the most credit
i can offer.
man, you think guys think having
motorbikes are cool?
or like is it just due to
low maintenance and all that.
no, i dont like it when i see one!

N, 10:51 PM



I <3 browsing ikea catalogues


-

why, i miss you boy,
reaally do.
your appearances are
always so so, stunningly
confident, and magically
healing. idk if that made
sense, but my point is,
you lit up the
darkest nights,
the loneliest nights,
the dullest nights,
the most pms-ed nights.
sublime match, they call it.

cant wait to see charlene tmr :D
some booze, hopefully to get rid
of woes, plus her mom's omelette,
the chicken thing, and dvds!
yay we <3 chilling.
some hormones book says
the 6th day of your menstrual cycle,
you absorb things the best,
and youre more logical than creative.
so start counting from the first day
from your last period day!
go read it at popular,
its real intriguing i spent like
20mins reading while waiting for
my parents. hee good entertainment,
a no-brainer thang.
a break off studying and today was
hm, totally wasted!
moss=suckkaa doesnt seem
to motivate me enough.
haah freaks have good times
together yeah :D <3


I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this--anymore

N, 9:30 PM

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